Worship: a call to intimacy with God
I was called to come through the gate into the
outer courts of the King's Dwelling and as I passed through I was
joined by others who like me, were seeking the King of Heaven.
As the throng of people gathered, praise began to flow from the
lips of the multitude.
I had entered the outer courts of the Temple. The praise swelled
as the song of salvation continued to grow in the hearts of those
gathered around me. I began to feel this praise in my own heart
and quickly I was swept up in the joy and excitement of being in
the courts of the King.
Soon I began to pass through another gate and I was standing in
the inner court. In front of me towered the dwelling place
of the King whom my heart desired so deeply. The numbers of
people lessened in this inner court as many had decided to remain
with the jubilant throng in the outer court.
As I stood before the Temple, in my heart I began to feel a
peaceful presence beckoning me on still further. There was
still singing around me, but it had become subdued, more
sensitive, more of a love song. In my heart I began to
share this love.
Then I found myself at the door of the Temple. There I
stood dwarfed by the glory and immensity of the doors. As I
contemplated what was before me, the doors swung open inviting me
to enter in.
For the first time I began to tremble. I was being invited
into the dwelling place of the King. As I stepped forward,
the sound of singing from the people behind me quieted to a bare
whisper.
All that was ahead of me was majestic. My eyes could barely
contain the glory I saw before me. About me was evidence of
the awesome greatness of the King.
As I glanced down, I became suddenly appalled at the sight of
myself. In contrast to the glory around me, my appearance
was as dirty torn work clothes. A painful shame began to
well up within me and stopped dead in my tracks. I couldn't
take another step forward. Yet there was a strong pull
coming from the room ahead of me.
Through the doors behind me I continued to hear the love song and
my heart was encouraged. Through door ahead, I could hear
an awesome silence. Upon the door I saw the words written:
"Holy, holy is the Lord."
Approaching the door, it began to open towards me. When it
opened, I was overcome by a magnificent and glorious light.
As I timidly began to pass through the doorway, I felt a burning
sensation over my entire being. This time as I caught sight
of myself, I was shocked by the whiteness and purity of my
appearance.
Almost without realizing it, I was standing before the throne of
the King. All was white, an incredibly pure white. As
the figure upon the throne moved I was overcome by dazzling
glory. It was like a brilliant rainbow bursting over me in
the purest colors. This display of glory drove me to my
knees before the throne of the King whom I've been seeking so
long.
As I bowed before Him, I sensed an intense feeling of love and
belonging begin to surge up from within my inmost depths.
Soon I realized the King was speaking to me, and looking up I
could see his hand reaching out to me, inviting me into his
embrace. Willingly I went to him and felt his strong arms
enfold me, energizing my entire being.
After what seemed an eternity of resting in his arms, I found
myself again in the midst of the throng of people who were in the
outer courts. But in my heart I could hear the echo of his
words:
"Come, come as often as you will, I am waiting for you, I
always desire for you to come."
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